Dear Trell

Now I ain't good with apologies
But lately I been feeling like this shit is a lot to me
Deleting numbers
Falling back
But that's how it's suppose to be
Got out of Ruston
Now it's a lot of kids that look up to me
I'm usually not this quiet
So I'm sorry
And for the long nights I sat in my room
Tryna think of a plan to make it out
Never forgot about you
Your home was like my second home
Felt like my brother was you
I hate reminiscing on the past
Can't even joce it with you
And sometimes
I sit and think and get in my feelings
Like what would life be like if you was still here to raise Kembri
I used to always hit u up
I wish right now you could hear me
Cuz everybody feel this pain
I'm tired of saying Rest In Peace to Kemothy

So let that beat ride
Like mmhhhmmmhhhmmm
Like mmhhhmmmhhhmmm
Like mmhhhmmmhhhmmm

I remember picking up that phone
Calling my sister
And she say Mon Trell gone
Got hit wit a bullet
Sometimes I feel I wouldn't be wrong
For fading that pussy that took my brother
But I know that if I do imma be locked
and they gone love it
Sometimes and sit and think about that shit
Like DAMN DAMN DAMN
Why they had to take my brother?
Now his daughter growing and never met him
That shit hurt me
But she good bro I promise
Your babygirl won't want for nothing
Everything changing and I still ride around jamming Lil Snupe
That nigga banging
And still ride around
With my tool like I been banging
From a city full of fools and disappointments
But I made it
And they hating
But they quiet
I'm living life like it's the matrix
Tell me why should I forgive
When the only thing I feel is hate
Tired of niggas in my face
Telling me to go be great
I know you feel that I'm just talking
Saying shit
Saying that I don't even know what really happened
Shutup bitch

So let that beat ride
Like mmhhhmmmhhhmmm
Like mmhhhmmmhhhmmm
Like mmhhhmmmhhhmmm

Now let that beat ride
Yeah
Like mmhhhmmmhhhmmm
Like mmhhhmmmhhhmmm