Don't Suicide

Hey son
You up
How are you doing
You slept well
I'm cooking breakfast
Go get ready for going
I feel you son
I know you're not happy
With all your Dreams
That's been ruined
But you know
I love you no matter
What I'm here pursuing
My dream to see you happy all-day
You're my oldest child
So you so you know
I loved you always
I'm sorry baby
Don't be sad please okay
My moments is when
I hear the happy things you say
Good morning son
Are you still mad from lasttime
You know I had to do it boy
Cause you crossed the damn line
I don't want you to be a g be a rapper
Stay with damn rhymes
Cause all I want is to see you happier
Than all mankind
I know I'm being rough
But it's tough to be a father
I have to work all month
Just to make your life less harder
I don't wanna see you drinking
Smoking like the others
Cause if you die my back
Will be broken forever

Hey bro
What's up
Did you watch
What happened last night
Piwdipiew and t series competition
Is getting too tight
I downloaded that movie
You wanted
That shit was not light
But it's okay I got you
Don't worry it's all alright
Why the hell are you sad
Because of dad man come
On you know better
He always do that
It's not a new thing
And it doesn't matter
Don't make it a big deal
Laugh bitch come on
Just watch this video it
Will all of your sadness gone

Hey bro
Are you okay
Did you eat
I want to thank for the perfume
You bring to me
I love you so much you're so great
And so sweet
I wish I can pay you back
Just study and succeed
And you will always get me what I need
You know my classmates are still afraid
From last week
When you made that boy apologize
In front of everybody just to make me happy
I know you always got my back
That's why I feel free
Seeing you sad is the only thing
I don't wanna see
Time is going
Mind blowing
Ideas of suicide is growing
I'm not a pussy but still can't do it
Without thinking of my mother my father
My sisterS my brother
And the the fucking life's I'm attached to it
I'm sick of waiting for a chance
No body is giving it
If my life was fucked up in advance
Why I'm living it
I keep hearing the same shit
Again and again
But still I'm giving it
100 fucking per cent
With all my written shit
Fuck what I believe fuck all my hopes
I tried A lot to achieve
What stupid people get from just jokes
I'm smoking lots of weed get sadder after every dose
And if people die for for the dream
I'm killing bunch of those folks
What if it's all real
What if it's all fake
What if I cutting my wrist
Was my only fucking fate
What if I can't wait
What if I can't take
Another day in this fucking life
I guess it's all waist
H is hard
But no body's helping h
It's kind of odd if nothing is ever great
Fuck the dreams let me smoke some clouds
If god wanted to help
It will already be here by now
I don't wanna seem mad
I'm not spreading hate
But if you're hearing this
It's may be too late
It's only two words left to say