If I'm being honest

Going to parties I don't want to
I'm tired of blending in
with everybody that I talk to
I gotta be pretending
I've been trying too hard
My minds been doing circles
I do my lashes, hair and lipstick.
Like I'm in a commercial
People pleasing don't know what the reason
Changing feelings faster then the seasons
Don't understand it but I can't stand it
no no no
If I'm being honest
I tend to stretch the truth
Never thinking that I'm good enough
I turn away when things get tough
If I'm being honest
I say yes more then I say no
Cuz I'm scared of rejection, I'm needing affection
and I don't wanna be alone
would you want me if I'm being honest?
Don't wanna compare myself stuck inside the same routine
underneath I'm criticizing think its my demise yeah
People pleasing don't know what the reason
Changing feelings faster then the seasons
Don't understand it but I can't stand it
no no no
If I'm being honest
I tend to stretch the truth
Never thinking that I'm good enough
I turn away when things get tough
If I'm being honest
I say yes more then I say no
Cuz I'm scared of rejection, I'm needing affection
and I don't wanna be alone
would you want me if I'm being honest?



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Writer(s): S.a.m., Veronika A Jokel
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