Calling Me

(Uh)
Just let it ring
(This is what it's like to be in love in lo-fi)
You needing something?
It really ain't hard to see
How I be seeing (Is how I be calling it)
And now I see why

The worst time you calling me
When half of me wants to just come give you all of me
Half of me wants you, but that half ain't all of me
Half of me wants you exposed for us all to see
Call it weak call it weak
You can call it weak, I don't care what you folks call this thing
I get a call a week, yeah you might call it weak
People keep calling, it really be bothering
Me in my zone right
When it's already been a long night
You take this wrong right?
Shit just went left like we both took the wrong right
And how I feel dead all the time? This the wrong life
I just feel numb
(I just feel numb)
Ice tray on the brain, cocaine on the tongue
My body is shot, you loaded the gun
Don't play like you're not, I know you the one

Someone calling me, calling me
Like who calling me? Just let it ring or something
Keep calling like you want a ring or something
Like can we both just do our thing or something?
You needing something
How I know that?
Well it ain't really hard to see
How I be seeing is how I be calling it
Now I see why you be calling and calling me

My head is too full
Can't stomach the fact that it's things in my lap
And I don't think it's cool
That that's when you leave, where the fuck you been at? (Skrrt)
You say it's been weeks, but it's been more than that
In my head
But compared to real life, that's not facts
Starting over from scratch
Cause I'm itching for that
This back and forth bullshit is whip with the lash
I'm equipped with the cash to go back in the past
But I show you this, you don't agree with the math?
I show you my work and you look and then laugh?
I say money could fix it, you look and you laughing
I took it back after
My words, not the cash (Not the cash)
Since I figure your laughter is hiding the sadness
I figured the phone calls was you feeling bad
When I answered and snapped, that was all you had
(That was) All you got, but it's still all you had
And I gave you a lot when I gave you my last
I gave you a lot with the hope it would last
I get it, you think that I'm shitty, your highness
When I ask you why you say blind men could find it
It never was personal, done out of spite
Just the result of running from things while you flying
And you would know what that's like
Since you tripping all the time (And)
Like it's only 9

Someone calling me, calling me
Like who calling me? Just let it ring or something
Keep calling like you want a ring or something
Like can we both just do our thing or something?
You needing something
How I know that?
Well it ain't really hard to see
How I be seeing is how I be calling it
Now I see why you be calling and calling me

When it rings (When it rings)
I let the ringtone keep going (I let the ringtone keep going)
I let the ringtone keep going (I let the ringtone keep going)
Even though it's annoying
I still play the song
(My song, my song)
Cause it's my groove, and it reminds me of you
(And it reminds me of you)
Said it reminds me of you (Reminds me)
And I don't even know why (And I don't even know why)
Why I play along
When I could just answer
When I could just answer
When I could just answer and hear your voice, hell
Or not
And send your ass to voicemail
(Reminds me of you)
But either choice fails
Now you calling me
And it's ringing
Look at me staring at that shit, I'm singing
About how you calling me