Quit You

Fill a glass 'til I'm messy
Cause it's like you see right through me
I keep trying but I can't quit you
When I crash and I'm empty
Know the high's just temporary
I keep trying but I can't quit you

Looking at the world through a bottle
Knock myself out so I sleep through tomorrow
I've been losing focus and I hope nobody's noticed
I've been drinking too much cause my mind is at its lowest
I don't need somebody telling me I've lost the plot
I need a coke and a rum, make it triple shot
Anything to help me feel numb
Even that's getting hard cause I'm used to being drunk
I'm not looking for attention, I'm looking for a cure
Something that can fix me when I'm broke insecure
People say they love me and I wonder what for
Who I am and who they knew are not the same anymore
I've been keeping to myself and it's sucks
It's cause I'm trying hard not to self destruct
I know that people want me to open up
But it's hard when I don't know who to trust

Fill a glass 'til I'm messy
Cause it's like you see right through me
I keep trying but I can't quit you
When I crash and I'm empty
Know the high's just temporary
I keep trying but I can't quit you

Been sober for a day and I've got the shakes
I'm in pain, my whole body aches
My head's foggy, I can barely concentrate
Yeah I know I'm conscious but it doesn't feel like I'm awake
I'm so tired can't get to sleep
I try to get up out of bed but I feel too weak
See a bottle on the floor down near my feet
Yeah I tried but I really need to end the streak
They say old habits die hard
But I feel this ones dying with me
And that could be any day now
Someone call the devil tell him his plans nearly complete
It's too late to hit reset
Waves of emotions in my head
I'm swimming in a world way out of my depth
Yeah I'm drowning, drinking myself to death

Fill a glass 'til I'm messy
Cause it's like you see right through me
I keep trying but I can't quit you
When I crash and I'm empty
Know the high's just temporary
I keep trying but I can't quit you

One week clean
Now I'm feeling free
I can feel my spirit without needing a drink
I guess the state of the world and all the baggage
Had me buckle under pressure
It was too heavy to manage
My career seemed like a joke
Cause I had no shows, felt the curtains close
I'm feeling better 'bout myself that's where I'm at
I can sleep now without a nightcap

Fill a glass 'til I'm messy
Cause it's like you see right through me
I keep trying but I can't quit you
When I crash and I'm empty
Know the high's just temporary
I keep trying but I can't quit you



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Writer(s): Jordan Dunn
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