Life Now

God I pray
That you guide my hand, help me to live for you
All of my days
Amen

Do you still love me
Baby I can't Really tell
Been feelin somethin off
But if I Ask
You act like we doin well

You only listen for ways to make Me sound crazy
Oh baby,
I don't like the way you've Decided to treat me lately

That's Life

Guess that's life now
I had to find out
Everybody leaves matter of time Now
Oh when will I find some true People just to stay by my side
I'm up all night now
Lookin for good vibes
Ever since she took all mine
I've been lookin, need a vice now

Hey, can't hide

Where do u hide behind those Emotionless eyes
Feels like a crime every time my Mind fills up with rhymes
I searched so long for your smile Why's it been hard to find
I wish I could do more to help You enjoy my time

Please don't take this the wrong Way
I keep prayin but can't get past it
Words don't speak as much as Actions
Where's the attraction
You laugh when I ask you to sho Mo passion
Can't accept and Trust I know What's best
I been so blessed to have called you Mine for almost the last ten

Had this feeling inside for a While
Started to realize she slackin
Somethings lackin
Keeps on laggin
But that question that I've given Up on askin
You've never had to ask it

I know I can get distracted
And I had some bad habits

But baby I'm an expert on you
I graduated with way more than A masters

You've been my passion
For about the last ten years

And the fear the end is near Brings too many tears

And I can't stand this
Up this close its hard to Understand it

Impossible to see from where We're standin
Step back to take a look at all of The damage

Guess that's life now
I don't like how
People come and go as they Decide wow
Oh man, I get left standing here Rapping to the webcam
What's the vibe now
I've been up writing all night
Just waiting for the time I could Get on the mic
Where's the hype now
What's the hype
I'm so sick man

So sick of being addicted
Wishin I could quit but without The shit I feel like somethings Missing
Twisted missions
It's crazy if ur listenin
Forget to mention it too often
And I hope that's forgiven
Can't get rid of the feeling
That revealing leads to healing
If I want the real me back
It's time to break open the seal On all these tracks
Just know it's always facts
Why would I cap
I got so much beneath my hat
Believe or leave it in the trash
I never thought id wanna rap
But now we're here no goin back

I keep feeding you bleeding
But seems like you just need a Reason to leave
Doubt starts to creep in

Keep repeating things
What do you believe in
The tweets and tv's got lost on The screens
Think I reached my Peak
Nah
I'm seekin Jesus
Bring God to the streets
Screw it mainstream

Man I swear these days common Sense is uncommon
So lost in what we watch
Unaware of what it's costin
Filling our minds up with Blockbusters and top tweets
Is like drivin down the highway And hoppin in the backseat

I decided to take the wheel
Tires squealed
Left bruises right there on the Pavement
Gotta call momma every day
To remind her that we made it
From yesterday we here better
Still tomorrow's never promised
So I'm thankful for what I've got And
When I can I find a place to stop
Take a breath and just be still

Be real

Can't settle for less than honesty And
Honestly best believe I'll always Be a prodigy
So excited to see what Gods got For me

Easily handle my problems g
There's nothin stoppin me
Meet me not a lot to see
Only thing Bout me that's perfect Or close to it is The God in me

Alexa turn the vocal booth blue