Cold (feat. J Loka)

You held me and you told me
That you would never leave
But you left me so lonely
How could you do this to me
You left me cold, you left me cold
And I don't know, why you had to go
But you left me here alone

I can't have you like I'd like to
I know you hate being lied to
It replays in my mind
Have me deciding if I should write you
'Cause I don't want you but I need you
I know that I mislead you
When I treat you right just to leave you
When I should be doing what it takes to
Keep you and please you
When I see you, just wanna squeeze you
And hold you tight
But with all the lies that I feed you
Only makes you cry, late at night
But it's just a fight, I don't mean to
I hate that I love you
But I love to care for you
Listen and be there for you
Ever since I met you
You were different, I really felt you
Didn't mean to neglect you
I respect you, but damn I left you a mess
When I left you
And that's not the shit that I'm into
And it really killed me so I left you
Because I was feeling guilty
Wish you could feel me, I freakin' miss you

You held me and you told me
That you would never leave
But you left me so lonely
How could you do this to me
You left me cold, you left me cold
And I don't know, why you had to go
But you left me here alone

I can't keep you like I wished I did
Feeling down like I know you did
Everything we shared, I tried to forget
But in the end, I'm the one who left
Now I regret it, I want you back
Having thoughts of you with some other man
Supposed to be holding your hand
Kissing your lips while we in bed
You need to know that I didn't mean it
Made up excuses and so many reasons
I can't believe it, you're really gone
Now I see it, I don't wanna think it
I close my eyes and I'm day dreaming
'Bout the things I did when you were sleeping
And my conscience didn't let it stay a secret
Messed up my mind so I had to leave it
I realize now that it's too late
You were my girl, you my everything
To stay my girl, I'd do anything
But I know I don't deserve a chance again
'Cause one mistake turned into ten
Now you hate me and I can't blame you
I left you cold, I left you hanging
With no second thoughts, no hesitation, damn

You held me and you told me
That you would never leave
But you left me so lonely
How could you do this to me
You left me cold, you left me cold
And I don't know, why you had to go
But you left me here alone