A Sorry Mess

Fucking scared of having children
Fucking scared of raising them wrong
Scared of pushing them into this
Shithole that is life

I'm petrified of even just the
Thought of marriage I'm terrified that
I'd screw up commitment and just
End up living a lie

Futures they are fragile things
Plans they crumble and
I don't know what tomorrow brings

I'm scared, I fear
I'm scared, I fear
That I'll end up a sorry mess, yeah
I'll end up a sorry mess

I'm worried that my choices will just
Lead me back to where I was
Failure remains to be my greatest
Phobia in life

I don't wanna be remembered as that
Chick who lived a half assed life
Dreams don't all come true, for a reason
And I'm finding out why

Futures they are fragile things
One wrong move and
You might lose what tomorrow brings

I'm scared, I fear
I'm scared, I fear
That I'll end up a sorry mess, yeah
I'll end up a sorry mess

Time flies and I can't buy
The seconds that just tick by and
God knows I can't hide
The past that I left behind
But I really don't wanna let it define me
I know what I wanna be
So give me a chance, give me a hand
Give me a moment, let me understand
How to human, how to live
How to not feel like I wanna jump off a cliff
I wanna live, I love to live, but
Breathing ain't the same as living
It's hard to know the diff
I'm just ranting, no order to my words
That's how it is in my world

I'm scared, I fear
I'm scared, I fear
That I'll end up a sorry mess, yeah
I'll end up a sorry mess

I'm scared, I fear
I'm scared, I fear
That I'll end up a sorry mess, yeah
I'll end up a sorry mess

I'll end up a sorry mess
I'll end up a sorry mess
I'll end up a sorry mess
A pretty sorry mess that is

I'll end up a sorry mess
I'll end up a sorry mess
I'll end up a sorry mess
A pretty sorry mess that is



Credits
Writer(s): Geovanni Audrey Suhartono
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