Paradox (feat. Elvie)

I wake up, I write rhymes
Going out of my mind
Of this prison, I mean
I created for me
You don't know what it's like
To be me my whole life fantasized about how things should be
Now I'm living in these fantasies
But not living just them, there's a difference to it
Cause one moment you think about some luring scenario
Then you find yourself not doing anything
Imagination is your true barrier

Spending all my time
Jotting all em rhymes
To the point you have goosebumps all across your spine
Feeling everything was keeping all inside
And now I'm by your side watch as I take of my disguise
Spending all my time
Jotting all em rhymes
To the point you have goosebumps all across your spine
Feeling everything was keeping all inside
Rap helps my soul, but locks me in the box
Paradox

Я будто бы снова ребёнок которому надо учиться вставать
Вот он, мой первый шаг, раз, два, неспеша
Игрушки по комнате и в голове моей точно такой же бардак
Я от кровати до кухни добрался за час, ладно хоть так
После, взял карандаш, слабые пальцы коряво выводят слова
Я пишу на обоях, пишу на полу, пока не заметила ма
Нет, это не рэп, это всего лишь попытка шагнуть за черту
Нет, это не текст, это основа чтобы снова набрать высоту

Spending all my time
Jotting all em rhymes
To the point you have goosebumps all across your spine
Feeling everything was keeping all inside
And now I'm by your side watch as I take of my disguise
Spending all my time
Jotting all em rhymes
To the point you have goosebumps all across your spine
Feeling everything was keeping all inside
Rap helps my soul, but locks me in the box
Paradox

Last verse, absurd, let's curse, yes sir
Reborn, I'm on this song like pro
Dissing my soul for y'all

Вроде вчера был подростком, сегодня взрослый
Привет из девяностых, всем, кто рос там
Раз уж я выжил, значит поймаешь меня в своём прайме
И этот последний куплет, нет, он не последний, он крайний

Spending all my time
Jotting all em rhymes
To the point you have goosebumps all across your spine
Feeling everything was keeping all inside
And now I'm by your side watch as I take of my disguise
Spending all my time
Jotting all em rhymes
To the point you have goosebumps all across your spine
Feeling everything was keeping all inside
Rap helps my soul, but locks me in the box
Paradox

Spending all my time
Jotting all em rhymes
To the point you have goosebumps all across your spine
Feeling everything was keeping all inside
And now I'm by your side watch as I take of my disguise
Spending all my time
Jotting all em rhymes
To the point you have goosebumps all across your spine
Feeling everything was keeping all inside
Rap helps my soul, but locks me in the box
Paradox