Rejection

To see her again, you gotta just go for it
Don't think about what comes after or what came before
You just gotta bend your knees
Take a deep breath
And jump
And you might think, "what If I fall?"
Well, what If you don't?
What if you fly?

Don't tell me that you're sorry
When you were thinking of me, no

Don't tell me that you're sorry
When you were thinking of me, no

I loved you but you treated me like I was your enemy
To hate me but would never give a reason why you envy me
Was it your insecurities that mixed in with mines
To build our anger towards each other 'till we crossed a certain line?
Tho, my character was typical that played the same visual of loyalty
But I had so many issues that were physical
The thought of ever losing you would deepen my pain
From other struggles I was going thru but I was still the same
But you've changed to a person that was toxic to my brain
Like the poison from the jealousy 'for me to take the blame
For the reasons why we broke apart, broken our hearts
And never treated you special when you were lit up in spark
Now you're denying that I never loved ya from the very start
If I didn't then, why is it so hard for me to carry on?
Or waste my time to even write this song?
I know you'll miss me when I'm gone but for now, but for now

Don't tell me that you're sorry, (Don't tell me that you're sorry, girl)
When you were thinking of me, no, (Cause you'll hurt me again)

Don't tell me that you're sorry, (Don't apologize)
When you were thinking of me, no, (Cause you'll hurt me again, girl)

I knew that you were always special since the day I laid my eyes on you
But never saw disguises that the devil would design on you
The shadiness and lying clues that really start defying you
Would make me in denial for the truth 'I tried to find in you
But I was losing what I wanted to build
For our relationship that started off with blushing and chills
Cause it was real
Then it fell off down the hill of disdain
That turned to isolating feelings that would split up our gains
And then the voices started telling me that you were causing pain
To my heart that was so innocent and stayed in it's own lane
But I drove it off the walls when I put you first 'before it
Now it's broken, close to death and it's too late to restore it
But it proves how much I loved ya and wanted you to be my lover
Like a couple that would cluster but we split from one another
Now it's hard to carry on, as I sit and write this song
As if our love would get re-born but it's gone for good, so please girl

Don't tell me that you're sorry
When you were thinking of me, no

Don't tell me that you're sorry
When you were thinking of me, no

Don't tell me that you're sorry
When you were thinking of me, no