Losing Time

Losing track of time
Wanna find what is mine
It's all my my mind
Telling you I'm fine
You see the strings
Of the mask I hide behind
It's a lie
I'm too fucking scared to cry
Ima reveal all the pain
I suppressed it's useless
To try and brush it all off
It's loose
And I'm losing it

You gon see the real in it
You gon hear the screams I hid
Praying I stay strong
Cuz God forbid

I'm at the point of numb
Where I don't even care
I wont get out of bed
Cuz I'm going nowhere
Im not eating breakfast
Its not worth my time
Of going downstairs
Convince myself I'm fine

They push us into dark
And expect us to conform
Were living in black mirror
You know ur heart aint warm
They want us to belive that we
Have no control
They call us crazy
For defying our roles
Divided by class
They say it's all in the past
You say you're scared of Anarchy
But it's still man for himself
Maybe I don't think enough
Or maybe I been thinking too much
I'm feeling so fucked up