Onsha Freestyle

I been drifting I been lost lately
No Carly Rae but Jesus Christ
Could you call me maybe
You probably have but my ringer
Been stuck on silent daily
My problem is I be tryna be my own savior
Instead of calling on your name
When temptation comes my way
Try to muster up the strength
When you said you'd lift the weight
Playing God only leaves me
Feeling played if I'd only stop and pray
Then I'd see your way is better
And your help is on the way
Ahhh man
Pride is such a killer
Have you suffering all alone
Scared to confess that you need healing
Say a man should never cry
But where should he turn with his feelings
Hands can only hold so much
Before what's in them starts spilling
Into everything you thought would never fall apart
Where he once had light
Now drowns in the deepest dark
Regrets in his broken heart
If you relate
Just know that you can restart
One nailed son healed all that long to trust in God

Yeah so the reason why we say
Onsha
Is because we know that
One nailed son healed all
It's an acronym
The word (Onsha) also
Means pardon in Japanese
The way that you
Say pardon is Onsha
Alright
So we know we've got
Hope in God because he's
Pardoned us
And he's elevated our soul
And so we aim to do that with everybody else
Ya Phill me?

Seems like
Pipe dreams are more
Lucrative than the real ones
Some try and tell you quit
Cause their life's never fulfilling
Rather fight alongside Krillin
Then join hands with the villains
Trust the Spirit he's the compass
That'll guide me to real ones
Got two sons that I really love
Funny enough
It's hard to show it cause my heart is rough
I bought the lie that
Men should keep they feelings bottled up
It had me stuck
But praise to God I'm finally opened up
And see the joy in feeling tough
Emotions with the ones that's close to me
My wife is the realest
I swear we really been through it
When I wanna quit
She holds my chin and says I got you love
No matter what
Keep your faith and eyes on God above
And we'll overcome
I know the storms will come
But we'll just dance in all the rain
I know at times we'll hurt
But true love can withstand the pain
I know somebody understands
The reason why I sing
One nailed son healed all
Who hope to live this dream