Trauma

Why these People actin like they know me
Had to kick the drugs
cause I was trippin
Had to kill the old me
Why do all my legends die
Shout out to Kobe
Said that they would never change
I heard that lie
so many times
You gon have to show me
I Treated you like my trophy
Your love was like my drug
I almost ODed
That Pain was killin me slowly
Stuck inside my feeling
My emotions so deep

Certain shit I don't understand
This wasn't part of the plan
I Gave them everything
They still gon want my hand
I can not feel love
Even tho I'm making fans
Looked at the judge said I won't take the stand
Been gone for way to long
I can't wait to land

What's in this styrofoam
I've been Asking God to just pick up the phone
I got a couple people that I miss
Need to make it home
I Ain't got no heart
But I'll give my love to anyone
That's why I keep my gun
Been a victim way too many times
When they was fakin love

I ain't trynna speak up on my pain
Tell me When do these problems start to fade
I keep my head high
Praying for better days
Remember standing in the rain
I ain't know all these problems came with the fame
I made AGAPE
told myself I'ma be okay

I've been dreaming
I've been searching for a meaning
I've been trynna find a meaning

Why these People actin like they know me
Had to kick the drugs
cause I was trippin
Had to kill the old me
Why do all my legends die
Shout out to Kobe
Said that they would never change
I heard that lie
so many times
You gon have to show me
I Treated you like my trophy
Your love was like my drugs
I almost ODed
That Pain was killin me slowly
Stuck inside my feeling
My emotions so deep



Credits
Writer(s): Rhodean Ambersley
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