Sometimes

Killing me inside when I see you
Crying in my car just to get through
Something that you fucking did to my brain
I find pretty weird that your not in pain

Sometimes I just want to feel pain
Sometimes I just want to see rain
You told me you would always be here
But your driftin away

Telling me that you care
Find it just a little weird that you are not here
If you want to play games with my mind
You can go away I don't have the time

But you want to fuck me over don't you
Wanna give me no closer no clue
Looking around like I don't know who's who
You broke my heart and now I'm stuck in two

Runnin around with the venom till I get em
I wanna split em im taking every single part of my heart till I can prevent em

I don't want to be alone for so long
A sad song
Maybe I'll find a way to move on

My head is racing so fast
How did our love just go bad
I really want that shit back
But I think I will take back

So many times that I tried
All lies
Everything that you said was a disguise

Now you wanna come tell me all the things you think feel
It's never real
And I've been tryna find a way to fucking feel
I don't understand that
And I want to to take back
All the ways that I had with you
I don't want to stand these waves
That I felt about you

Sometimes I just want to feel pain
Sometimes I just want to see rain
You told me you would always be here
But your driftin away
And it's not OK
I'm just covered in all the pain
you treated me like a game
but I guess that I just like to feel pain

Baby wearing all black
You know that I like that
When I saw you I knew I finally got detached
I never meant for this pain
But we still in this game
And I saw you through rain
Wanna buy you a ring

I remember safety mode
Now I'm over here alone
Trying not to look at my phone
But now you're gone from my heart
And I'm still over here inside of the dark

Saftey mode, now I'm here on my own
Maybe I should kill myself so I'm alone
Internally the pain won't go away
But what the fuck else can I say
That I'm not okay
And I don't want to be
It was supposed to be you and me



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Writer(s): Payton Thinnes
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