Creeper

They told me to do it so I tried and tried and tried
They laughed at me for doing it so I cried and cried and cried
They never knew what was going on inside inside inside
I was tricked so god damn hard
They all lied and lied and lied
They all found out about it
It would collide collide collide
I wanted to leave but I couldn't decide decide decide
They never under understood what I implied implied implied
And no one ever fucking took my side my side my side

A suicidal kid since age 9
Naturally dark-minded
Tried to put myself out there
I end up almost blinded
Existing in so many worlds
Trying to date all of the girls
I just stood there with both my hands tryna rip out
All of my thick brown curls

Looking at the screen in front of me
Talking about it in therapy
Killing the creepers and cutting down trees
Crying about to my mommy
Trying to show people that I am me
Talking about it in therapy
All of my teachers eyeing me
Cutting my wrists, pay attention to me

You're such a creeper
My thoughts go deeper
You're so much fucking cheaper
I'm just a creeper
I killed the creeper

They're all just creepers waiting to ruin my day
Destroying my emotions
I never was okay
The PTSD has tried to be repressed
Nothing ever works and I'm still depressed

Looking at the screen in front of me
Talking about it in therapy
Killing the creepers and cutting down trees
Crying about to my mommy
Trying to show people that I am me
Talking about it in therapy
All of my teachers eyeing me
Cutting my wrists, pay attention to me
Smashing in the screen in front of me
Crying about it in therapy
Killing the creepers
Cutting down trees
Screaming about to my mommy
Trying to show people that I am me
Dying about it in therapy
All of my teachers were failing me
Cutting my wrists, pay attention to me!

You're such a creeper
My thoughts go deeper
You're so much fucking cheaper
I'm just a creeper
I killed the creeper



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Writer(s): Alex Turk
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