When Life Has Lost Its Meaning

Every time when life has lost its meaning
And all this darkness around me
I'm silent, but inside I can't stop screaming
Eyes open wide, but I can't see

I write a list of things I love
And there's a risk it won't be long
But every single word I'm carefully writing down
Will make me want to carry on

Every time when life has lost its meaning
And there is nothing I can do
I wanna disappear, give up, I'm leaving
But there is nowhere I can go

I write a list of things I love
And there's a risk it won't be long
But every single word I'm carefully writing down
Will make me want to carry on
I've gotta carry on

Every time when life has lost its meaning
It's slowly suffocating me
I get no air, but even though I'm breathing
I'm breaking out of a routine

I write a list of things I love
And there's a risk it won't be long
But every single word I'm carefully writing down
Will make me want to carry on

I've got to carry on
I want to carry on
I carry on
I carry on

Walking in the forest, I was sitting on a beach
Watching the horizon, even though it's out of reach
And being by the sea has a great effect on me
The movement of the water reduces my anxiety
Gotta go outside and let the sun caress my face
Maybe I'll start swimming, I'll be hanging on all the waves
I start writing all my feelings just to get it off my chest
I'll find someone to talk to, well, whatever fits the best
It's better when I'm reading, and maybe you do too
Sit down and slow your breathing, with something to look forward to