Was it Worth it? (feat. Breana Marin)

Sometimes it feels like we've been through so much
The ups the downs
The ins and the outs of us
I can't forget all the ways
That you made my body feel
But in the end
Was it really worth the risk

Was it worth it
There's no need to feel perfect
I wrote this on purpose
Filled with regret
And other feelings just had to surface
Now that you gone
You still talkin shit
Claimin you right but you wrong
Silk sheets mixed with thong
Waitin for me in the room
While you singing my songs
You watched me go from a idea
To a dream that's still goin on
But trust me
You help me write this song
Right on this track you belong
And yo momma told you
Leave that boy alone
Somethin just ain't right
Well did you tell yo momma
That boy helped change yo life
And that's real
You still havin thoughts of the real
Nights chest to chest
What a wonderful thrill
Every winter hugged up for the chill
Take you out and of course
I pay for the bill but
Maybe some things I said
Just wasn't that right
But my tongue I never could bite
Probably why you outta my sight
And that's crazy
Every sip you take got you feelin lazy
While I'm smoked out in the studio
With hoes in my DM callin me baby
Was this life meant for us to live
Or meant for us to die
Every moment you was by my side
And the chapter called goodbye closed
They used to call us the couple with the goals
Different life you chose now you exposed

Sometimes it feels like we've been through so much
The ups the downs
The ins and the outs of us
I can't forget all the ways
That you made my body feel
But in the end
Was it really worth the risk

But what about the progress
Never mind I digress
You was born in the projects
Label me yo fly ex
I heard stories from a man
That was filled with pain
I heard stories from a women
And they sound the same
So what's yo aim like
What's yo mind like
You a heartbreaker
Or someone who just ain't got the time
Right
Cause that's what it sound like
I'm living in the limelight
I'm trynna get my mom right
While focusing on my grind life
I thought maybe time could heal
But I noticed time could steal
You wishing you was with me still
Hard to swallow that pill
I'm for real
I would take you to the top with me
But I would damage myself
You was a priority
On my list but I left that shit onna shelf
Time to reflect on self
Or boss up so we can reflect on wealth
Different day and time now
Probably more important
To reflect on health
But I can't get too ahead of myself
You said it yourself
Now I'm two steps ahead
Upper hand baby
I'm the man baby

Sometimes it feels like we've been through so much
The ups the downs
The ins and the outs of us
I can't forget all the ways
That you made my body feel
But in the end
Was it really worth the risk