Cynic Clinic

Locked in my mind never do I find the silence
Is thoughts just lies like life in the asylum
Were all walkin blind it's like end of our prime
You can hear the violin
It's not about you and I we killed
It's all about you not I self not healed
Our puppy was abused inside and euthanized
As if out the tomb revived we knew that life
Was just a cynic clinic nice is suicide

I get so manic my grip hold grasp slips
As if was imagined am I schizophrenic
I get so anxious and start to then show panic
No love known hatred is passed quick
I feel as if i'm a god then no kid pass him
Like a limitless pill poppin but longer lasting
Mind illusions are elucid disillusions that are graphic
Most of the emcee's you today may see they used pc's
I was made for this game like gettin better band width
With what I convey and is today seen
I'm 4k you ain't even 1080p graphics

We knew that life was just a cynic clinic
We knew that life was just a cynic clinic

I walk around thinkin people want to fight me
Sometimes I would wonder why people don't like me
Even though I should know it's in my psyche
I feel as if people are laughing inside keeps
Because I rhyme and i'm a white emcee
Because of what hides inside me
Seein me with a lot of women is very unlikely
If i'm attracted to she I like and see
I can't find my speech it's my anxiety
That's why I live my life at height of peaks no sobriety
What resides in my mind is a fight in me
And my only defined rivalry
It takes control like they unknown over society
In brain contained where no one's home is where I'd like to be

Locked in my mind never do I find the silence
Is thoughts just lies like life in the asylum
Were all walkin blind it's like end of our prime
You can hear the violin
It's not about you and I we killed
It's all about you not I self not healed
Our puppy was abused inside and euthanized
As if out the tomb revived we knew that life
Was just a cynic clinic nice is suicide

I can feel like this even when I don't feel like keepin it oppressed
Bills pile up like do we even see a check?
If this was the last note that I ever sent
A death note with vocals no letter read
Get the letter opener to open a hole in my own kneck
Just takin my lone last breath
I seem asleep but i'm awake not known nap in bed
Like bad fashion sense passion lackin depressed
I feel like i'm practicing abstinence no fucks that I can just gift

We knew that life was just a cynic clinic