Lucid

Tell me the story that keeps you awake
Okay, I will, but remember
To leave out the part
Where I look to blame
Oh I don't think that's happening
She went down on me, to make me cum
Come to your senses
You take her drug
You'll become numb
And you'll slip from your consciousness
She gets in your head
She poisons your veins
As we beg for the oxygen

I crashed my car
Just to feel alive
But you can't see
What's clouding my mind
I'm addicted to pain
That's what keeps me alive
But I've dead for years
You only know of my mind

I'm lucid all the time
Lucid all the time
I'm lucid all

It's hell here for real
I can't seem to sleep
Look to the needles for comfort
My tombstone will read
High all the time
And you'll somehow see it as progress
Not taking in the same air you breathe
About time, that's a relief
I'd be better off in the sheets
Of adultery with my psyche
I breathe in your skin
I welded our bones
To have someone to confide in
But you ran away
And I lost a home
As it burned in the fire
Trusting in you
I gained some hope
But it comes with a price tag
Your shea butter scent
I'd breathe it in
As I run out of oxygen

I crashed my car
Just to feel alive
But you can't see
What's clouding my mind
I'm addicted to pain
That's what keeps me alive
But I've dead for years
You only know of my mind

I'm lucid all the time
I'm lucid all the time