Snowfall

Christmas on me this year
No, my time isn't free this year

Damn, I thought I'd be rich by now
Fuck it tho at least I found my sound

Look
I'm top tier and
it's been established

Success is stressful
I get winter sadness

I got S.A.D.
Vices and some petty habits

Rockstar city life
Like Lenny Kravitz

Unamused by the fake shit
I got my ben franks up that's a facelift

New flame and
It came with new games, yea

She can't take direction
But damn sure can take dick

Wow...
So ironic, so coincidental

Dreams of tour
And a black card for incidentals

I'm conscious of the fact that
All this rappin' shit is mental

I don't express myself enough
I need more instrumentals
Yea

Give me your time
I need your undivided

I'm at a fork in road
And I'm still undecided

I made a roadmap
Cuz I ain't like the one provided

I wrote success at the top
Bolded and underlined it

I like the Ashley Vasquez type
To even have a chance
I gotta get my bread right

Still detached
Overthinkin' decisions

My role is switchin, pole position
Now I gotta get my head right

As kid I was never accepted
Now I'm doin shit they never expected

Girl, you know I'm trust-worthy
And compassionate

And with me your heart
Is better protected, yea

Yea
Things are very different
Since my bag grew

I left a couple friends behind
Because I had to

To my next
I am nothin like your past dudes

I been waitin' on my moment
Now it's past due

I stayed down
Like shots were fired

You switched teams
Like you got acquired

I heard your album
I was not inspired

You skipped the truth
Like it's not required

Me and Soirée
The faces of the city

It feels good to be
Embraced by the city

Makin moves
Makin changes in the city

We run the smoothest
Operation in the city, really

Let me preface though
The game is in a transition

Niggas saw a trend
Studied it and ran with it

I want it all
I'm a product of my ambition

Ballin' so hard
I got people in the stands trippin

With arms crossed
Lookin bothered and triggered

My money's young
So I father the figures

I raise it up
And I invest in it yea

Makin moves
Playin chess wit it, yea

These days I'm always high
Like my FICO

Pass the rock
I'm facin' up and
Callin' ISO

I'm not afraid to lose at all
Because I win more

In the lab, my sprite as dirty
As a gym floor

I look around
Thinkin' who can I trust

Meanwhile
I got the truth in my cup

At my best
But I eat less and sleep less

I'm focused
I can't let this life
Stress me too much, yea

Ivy league with my energy
I'm so selective

My competition raps
With no perspective

If you're tryna find better
You'll be hard pressed

My relationship with mama
Took a hard left

I was up and she was down
We ain't know how to deal

I emptied out my accounts
I ain't know how to feel

I was numb for weeks
The devil tried to come for me

I fought him off and won
I cut him off
And now that's done for me

I can navigate the come up
I was raised to

I was taught to think
Different than my age group

False rumors circulated
But I stayed true

I wouldn't switch up
Even if I was paid to

The struggle is synonymous with snowfall
It's pretty but the road is hard to travel

Her heart and soul reminds me of a snowflake
Truly unique and graceful but it's fragile