Suffocate

Falling apart
Just as quickly as I put myself back together
Anxiously tearing away at my seems
I cry for help but just suffocate under the weight
Oh god please, rid of the burden of breathing

Laying on the ground
Stuck between self pity and wanting to be found
A hollow shell is all that's left of me now

Take what you want and leave

With every weakness within myself
I sacrificed my comfort for you
Starting to slip
Back into my old skin
To hide away from here
Where no one else will find me

Push passed my walls of stone
Use me again like you've done before

Drive a nail straight through my brain
I don't wanna remember a fucking thing
Take me back to the person I used to be
It's getting harder to cope with this misery

Doing everything I can to forget
Everything you ever put me through
How can I find a way out
When you're everywhere I go
What have I done to deserve this
To continue to suffer
Remove yourself from my mind
You mother fucker

I cry for help but just suffocate under the weight
Oh god please, rid of the burden of breathing

I wanna know what it feels like
To not spend every moment waiting to die
Anxiety ridden, hour after hour I slowly fall apart
Suffocating under the weight
I cry out but no-one hears me
Forever thinking the problem was me
I will always feel this way