Water To My Neck

Who do you want me to be
I gave you my all, now there's none left of me
You see my heart that I wore
It bleeds on my sleeve and it hurts to the core
Nobody listens and nobody cares
But I'll just keep screaming
While nobody's there
Do you hear me now
Yelling all of my fears, my dreams, and my doubts
And I'm on my guard
Every time I see you I'm falling apart
And It's always hard, I'll walk to the grave, I'm swimming with sharks
They'll eat me alive, clench their teeth to my heart
A walk in the dark's a walk in the park
I live every day knowing that I am scarred uh yeah

Water to my neck, I can't catch my breath
I'm about to break
Losing touch, can't feel my hands
And I can't feel my face
Water to my neck, I can't catch my breath
I'm about to break
Losing touch, can't feel my hands
And I can't feel my face

Running from you, running from who
All the feelings in my head are feelings that I can't accept
I'm facing my fears, don't want to be here
Young and dumb preoccupied with distractions, waste my time uh
Waste my time this
Pressure's on, no pressure
Don't be yourself, look better
Don't be yourself, no never, not ever, break, break
Pressure's on, no pressure
Filtering works, doesn't it hurt
Haven't you heard of
Being too close the fire
And having your skin burn
People will judge you, they're all full of shit
You want to feel valid
That's something I get
You're insecure and you don't have a clue
When you take a bite, more than you can chew
You mean so much to me
Never want to see you suffering again
I hope that everything works out for you
It'll work out in the end
I hate that you hate yourself, stop wishing that you were someone else
Be as you are and be no one else yeah

Water to my neck, I can't catch my breath
I'm about to break
Losing touch, can't feel my hands
And I can't feel my face
Water to my neck, I can't catch my breath
I'm about to break
Losing touch, can't feel my hands
And I can't feel my face