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Translations you dint understand why I'm speaking
Freaking out and cleaning cause the genius is leaking
And not believing me turned out to mean you end up screeching
To a halt just bleeding
I spring and you fall
What it mean when you call
Is that I'm screening my communication
This translation that's how I started
I'm cyclical like we're bicycle racing
I'm facing you on a weekend
Guns drawn in the deep end
You all are deep swimming with a weight on and leeches
I'm spitting ridiculous and hilarious preaching out my speakers
'Till the deacon can marry I'm bringing heathens up
MC's see us, say Jesus, just call me John Lennon
You'll go oh no when you see my revolver till I'm a felon
Learn the lesson no pretending
That the effort to be mending reputation
Is erasing the message you're always telling
No way in hell is the envelope sending letters
And sending then bending them in the box
The way to deliver the beat is when it knocks
Out of your hand; clocks
Go round the medicinal physician tied up; say doc
Take an exam between your hands
Arranged finger to temple cause the example
Of eventual sadness is near lethal and people
Who can't see will talk until they hyperventilate
And then refill oxygen tanks that spray evil on evil
Fever and cough the quick rocket take off will feed trough
The sheep who take their face off
Will find I wanna face off
So if you doubt me just approach
With a wit sharper than blades in spades
And find you got nothing to worry about

Rip me open like surgery
Scalpel the final eulogy
Post-Mortem exam
As I'm fighting for final unity
It's a sad state of sickening sickness
To be kinless
And desolate without a god to sate my illness
Feel this?
The final form of fallen man in spiraling holograms
Weighing heavy like kilograms
Kill em' man
I could do this without a plan
That's what I thought until my plan added an E
I didn't know how to land
How to stand
Facing a gracious face with high demands
Higher standards than I have ever thought or held myself to
Am I alone? Because it feels like it
And I don't want to be alone
I wanna break free
Call me Queen without a leader, no Freddie Mercury
Hercules, I'm not strong to support even me
If I wanted to fall facedown in the sand it'd be easy
Please me, please see things my way, your way, YHWH
I say until I grow tired
And the same pain burning inside me gets me inspired
The same face laced with grace knows how I'm wired
I swear to god he don't slumber or sleep but I'm tired

I am not here to make friends or here to stay
Don't trust your your sources I don't care what you hear em say
Don't trust your mom
Parenting's all hearsay
What do I do on the daily; that's just what my fear say
Weird way to break down: left on the freeway
Thinking about my ex, man what would she say
Thinking of how to spit and do it the jay-z way
Thinking of how to split, till I end up in a TJ
Maxx parking lot at a quarter to 3 AM
Trying think away my feelings
How'd I get here I'm 18 and reeling
Had my first kiss in your driveway yesterday evening
Polaroid pictures of your ass on my dash got me speeding
Is this growing up? It's increasing
But at least for sure I know my heart's still beating
How 'bout next weekend
We could get even
We could get movin we could get take out
Is this just another girl givin' me a fake out
She tryna be my friend or is she just tryna make out
Is this an emergency?
Do I pull the brake out?
I pulled up in a Honda playin Good Kid
The lady said you don't act like you should kid
I said, eat it Karen, I'm in the deep end
Let me have my music till antidepressants cheapen
RIP Mac - don't rip Mac off now
Turn you head to your forties just cough now
I'm off now
The plan is not remember until I get there
People try to get your 'cause they can't get theirs
I get stares in shouting here goes
People go oh no but that's a zero
I set trip wires: don't go near those
Can't look in the mirror 'cause don't meet your heroes
Another time, move on, it wasn't quite the moment
She never used to say my name, only moan it
Tell me she's scared I tell her I know it
Won't get any quicker till we know how to slow it
But it all starts to look bad on Monday
Third verse shorter 'cause she calling my phone
So don't try my style, just leave me alone



Credits
Writer(s): Peter Dare
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