Missing the Madness

I just been ballin', I got me a letterman
They all be talkin' like they on the Letterman
Ain't got a reason, they just want a better man
Call me whatever I'm really a veteran
I started rapping since 2020
Thought this shit was sweet but I'm chasing the money
They calling me lucky
I ain't got a choice I got too much to lose they ain't taking shit from me
Oh I'm missing I'm missing I'm missing I'm missing the madness
Trynna figure out how I can go and live the lavish
Wishing every day that all this bullshit go and vanish
Tired of this shit can't take no more and I can't stand it
Non of this I thought to plan on
Waiting for the move, I standoff
Fighting for my grind, it ran off
Fly so high, don't know where land on
Too many fights in a fight
Judging but don't know what nothing is like
Trynna do everything right
Feeling the same and sad every night

Always just me and myself
Making me feel so lone lone lone lone
Remember my life it was madness
Missing it so much, oh no no no
So many people who changed
Thinking they go on the low low low low
Wanna go back to the times when I
Grinded all day it was go go go go
I got too much on my mind right now
I don't wanna go through shit right now
Only saying that I'm fine right now
When I fall I'm never staying down

I just been ballin', I got me a letterman
They all be talkin' like they on the Letterman
Ain't got a reason, they just want a better man
Call me whatever I'm really a veteran
I started rapping since 2020
Thought this shit was sweet but I'm chasing the money
They calling me lucky
I ain't got a choice I got too much to lose they ain't taking shit from me
Oh I'm missing I'm missing I'm missing I'm missing the madness
Trynna figure out how I can go and live the lavish
Wishing every day that all this bullshit go and vanish
Tired of this shit can't take no more and I can't stand it
Non of this I thought to plan on
Waiting for the move, I standoff
Fighting for my grind, it ran off
Fly so high, don't know where land on
Too many fights in a fight
Judging but don't know what nothing is like
Trynna do everything right
Feeling the same and sad every night



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Writer(s): Leo Sato Cai
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