Four Letter Word

Everyone is going through some tough stuff
Everybody is looking for their own sun
But it seems that's something I can't handle on myself

I'm just fighting my own ego
Way before and even after I had met you
Sometimes I just wanted to end it all

One more day, we can find
Just another word to get by
One final way to be alive
On this plane

One time this man found another man
Inside his body, with something else to say
Everyday, I think I did the same

And I just can't be
Whatever you want me to be
Whatever you would like to see
'Cause I will be more than enough

So that's it
I'm a horrible person?
Or just caught in between
On a fucked up world?

Ego is a four letter word
Can make it five, six, seven, eight, nine, hundred
To match it's size
In a world demised of feel
Through the rain, standing still
The life I crave, you don't wanna know about it
And far from your care, I could not care
I should have cared, yeah

I can't just undo my sins everytime I think about them
And I can't just feel that again longing to be back when
Our stars collide, with their shine
All that radiance upon someone's eyes
That happens only one time, only one time

And I just can't be
Whatever you want me to be
Whatever you would like to see
'Cause I will be more than enough

Ego is a four letter word
Can make it five, six, seven, eight, nine, hundred
To match it's size