6HRS

I hate myself every morning
So give a second to change
Say please, thanks, excuse me, I'm sorry
Yeah I know how to fool crooked smiles even now I don't know it's real
But I don't wanna think about it

If someone could save me from myself I wish they would
'Cause I'm either overthinking or misunderstood
And all of the lies I place with caution won't stay put
6 hours till it's out of my head
6 hours till I wake again

Last door down the hall
New frames on the walls
But it's always the same
Lost pride and self control
Bitter pill but down it goes
A familiar taste
Down at the water I'll drowse and drift away
I'll take the fault if I drown and so I pray
knees pressed to the floor
I'm beggin' you but I'm sure
That I know what you'll say

I know, I know that I've been better off
To tell the truth I'm insecure and just a bit dishonest
But maybe more honest than I should have been
I know, I know that I am bitter often
I know I never seem to finish what I always start
I know I shouldn't show my hand before I see the cards
But I couldn't help myself and now I think it's all over
Pull focus I'm always think, I'm overloaded
I could fall through the cracks, through the glass sinkin' fast
Thinking I'm overdue, overdone, overthink everything that I was
I wanted something more than I could see
Maybe it's more than I am or I could be
Do you think you could see me
Do you think you could see me
In color, not black and white, since I was born
But now there's no feeling
Yet feels like I'm losing a part of myself
Yeah I used to know me
I used to know who I was
patience and grace now is burdensome
nothing but burden under the sun
So I turn the key and just let it run