A Couple More Words

Now I know I did you wrong I
I did you wrong and I did not care
Can't even close my eyes every single night I get a nightmare

I need to settle my heart
Memories of you or demons can't even tell em apart
Cause I'm haunted by the fact I'm the nigger who left you scared
How the fuck I leave you hanging when you needed picking up
I texted you a couple months back and you didn't answer
Understandably how I even expect that
You pick up when I dropped you the coldest November
A couple months after your mother died from cancer
Ashamed to say that
Memories I wish I couldn't even play back
Even after we parted part of you always stayed here
How you even smile after
Ey where your pain at?
Where your pain at?
Even after all of that your soul ain't even tainted
You've had enough of the hurt
For what it's worth I owe a couple more words
I'm sorry
For all the tears
I'm sorry
For all the years of falling for me in fear
I'm sorry
I wasn't there you needed someone to care
I'm sorry
Cause you was there when I needed to be carried
Sorry
Said you forgive and I've been praying I forget
I'm sorry
This type of thoughts I need to place em apart
Cause I'm haunted more by little things I recall
Like the last conversation of ours
How you told me I got a place in your heart forever
Reason I'm scared
Cause I'm looking at my life and clearly I'm blessed
But I'm thinking what if karma in his bag just for me to lose it all for what I did in the past I'm sorry

Even though this how it go no it is not fair
I was tripping on my own thought of letting go and you was right there
Now I know I did you wrong I
I did you wrong and I did not care
Can't even close my eyes every single night I get a nightmare



Credits
Writer(s): Kagiso Mofokeng
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