the overthinker

I'm drowning these thoughts out
To keep me from falling down
I'm trying not to feel like such a freak
I keep testing my virtues
And crying in bathrooms
I'm as human as I can be

Oh, I love when you cry
It shows me that we're only human inside
And we need therapy
'Cause like the song (hush, hush)
We all fall
Down

Every time I open my eyes
It's like I'm watching my life
Passing right by me
Like another movie
Could I feel something better than nothing?
'Cause I'm so tired of being tired

Wake me up from this lucid dream
I need to break routine, catch a flight to Orleans
Throw a curveball face first right at my thoughts
Maybe then I'd find a way to stop overthinking

Oh, I love when you cry
It shows me that we're only human inside
And we need therapy
'Cause like the song (hush, hush)
We all fall
Down
(Hush, hush)
Down

My minds pulling my heartstrings
Like a puppet, l feel nothing
'Cause everything I do is not enough
Why can't I feel serotonin?

I think I shouldn't have thought
About thinking of everything that
Could've happened by now
My head's bouncing off the walls
Overthinking it all
I really hope I don't fall
Down
Hush, hush we all fall
Down

Stuck on the carousel of doubt
Where everything never seems to work out
Just keep going round and around and
Around we go
But it's time to let it go