AUTOPILOT (feat. Jonathan Quow)

Well, I've got counselors and mountains to climb over in my mind
And I feel lost alone in the world so I need some time
I need a normal life, and I'm willing to try it
In the future, but for now I'm on autopilot

I think I need some help here
I can't be myself here
I can barely think 'cause I'm scared
I feel like everybody's on their goals, yeah
I feel like no-one else is on their own, yeah
There's no-one really like me in the world, yeah
No-one really like me

Socially awkward from a young age
Don't think I ever really lost it
There's no-one really like me in the world, yeah
No-one really like me
A very small group know a little about me
A very small group used to bully and doubt me
Couldn't crush my gift but they sure let it sink
To the back of my mind, I never loved myself

Well, I've got counselors and mountains to climb over in my mind
And I feel lost alone in the world so I need some time
I need a normal life, and I'm willing to try it
In the future, but for now I'm on autopilot

Sky diving with no parachute
Run up a check and I can't recoup
New day, runnin packs like I'm Willie Beamin
New bae trynna act up, she real schemin'
Patek on wrist, I gotta flex, yea I'm on they ass now, aye
Add up my digits, all of this stress be having me passed out
All in my business
Cloudin my vision
All of them vicious, wait
You better stick with program
Sell your brother down the river for your own ass
I'm out here flippin the script and I did it with out a trigger - watch the blow-back, shit
Brotha might just get his dome clapped
Cuz I been on the come up yea, you know the sirens
Social distance from brothas like its coronavirus
Yo, I don't even trust these hoes out here
Tell 'em something they gon' sell yo soul out here
Yeaahh

Well, I've got counselors and mountains to climb over in my mind
And I feel lost alone in the world so I need some time
I need a normal life, and I'm willing to try it
In the future, but for now I'm on autopilot

In the future, but for now I'm on autopilot