Crowdsurfing

I don't like the tone of my voice today
I stay quiet and join all the men in rage
I can hear my skin crack
I can hear the blood boil
In the car I'll ignore your tears on the way
Back home

Every word that I say just disappears
They bounce off your skin and rot behind your head for years
And I blindly pat the car seat
Put your arms around me
In the dark I'm afraid to fall asleep
Are you awake
Cause I'm right here

I think you could love me now
You're close enough to make it
And I barely make the weigh-in
I'm crawling while you're sitting
Tear yourself apart sometimes
To show me you can do it
Well, I know you can do it
You hand me what you're left with
I said the quiet part too loud
So everyone can lean in
And lift me off my feet and
And eat me up in pieces
Before you even see it
I'm way too hard for you to find
It's easier to like me now
I thought you would fall apart without me here

All the love songs
Replace apologies
And follow you at night
Stay on your side of the street
My bad behavior
My heart on fire
Are drowning your voice
So you remember me
My growing shadow
My massive wingspan
When I fall backwards into their hands
And everybody touches me now
Everyone cares
Everybody touches me now
Everyone cares