Feelings Go Numb

Yeah I had to take time to myself
Going through pain I can't even explain this shit
Had to lie to myself
Had to lie to myself
Yeah
Yeah I had to take time to myself
Going through pain I can't even explain
That shit hurt me so bad got to lie to myself
I'm mister lonely I trust on a bitch
And get broken I end up reminding myself
Therapy sessions prescripts and depressions
My demons been winning I'm crying for help
Lately I'm sinning abusing the drugs
Fuck it I'm sipping I think I'm in love
Antidepressants my newest obsession
I'm stressing I'm starting to sink in the mud
Falling I'm falling I need me a doctor
Somebody please pick me up
Do all the drugs till my feelings go numb
Think I'm in love till my feelings go numb
Do all the drugs till my feelings go numb

Baby I fell in love
With the pain fell in love with the drugs
I don't feel it my feelings on numb
Didn't read it I left it on read
Won't respond anymore you a dubb
Pop a molly and fuck on a treesh
Fuck her sister thats seven this week
Live it up do the drugs then repeat
Do the drugs the we fuck and repeat
Dreaming about death
Secrets that I gotta keep to the death
People I no longer keep round the set
People I no longer keep round the set
Bitch I'm too busy
I'm dodging the feds with the bros
Too busy to answer the text
Hiding in tellies with goonies and techs
No social media check-ins or texts
You don't know the stress
You don't know I'm out here in rentals
With young ninjas earning they stripes
Alive in the night
Shells all got cleaned up
The cameras didn't see nothing
Questions denied
I'm riding with five
Five goons with glizzies
That come with the sights
They be glowing at night
Feelings go numb but I'm feeling alive
He sent the addy so we had to slide

Yeah I had to take time to myself
Going through pain I can't even explain
That shit hurt me so bad got to lie to myself
I'm mister lonely I trust on a bitch
And get broken I end up reminding myself
Therapy sessions prescripts and depressions
My demons been winning I'm crying for help
Lately I'm sinning abusing the drugs
Fuck it I'm sipping I think I'm in love
Antidepressants my newest obsession
I'm stressing I'm starting to sink in the mud
Falling I'm falling I need me a doctor
Somebody please pick me up
Do all the drugs till my feelings go numb
Think I'm in love till my feelings go numb
Do all the drugs till my feelings go numb

Yeah I had to take time to myself
Time to myself time to myself
Time to myself time to myself
Time to myself time to
And get broken I end up reminding myself
Reminding myself reminding myself
Reminding myself reminding myself
Reminding myself
Prescripts and depressions
My demons been winning my baby
I'm crying for help help help
Yeah yeah yeah
Baby I'm sinning abusing the drugs
And I'm looking for
I'm looking for you
Baby I'm looking for help
Baby you can
Girl come and find me I'm with Pueblo
I'm on my lonely in the Pueblo
If they don't me I'm with Pueblo
Lost all my feelings that's on Pueblo
Yo Sway make sure they feel my pain
On that master