Open Your Eyes

Eaten alive by dead memories tearing away at my soul
I hope I can get through the madness I'm facing
I can't get through the day without wanting to end it all
I can't stop the memories that I've been chasing
No empathy no sympathy no way to stop these thoughts
Death seems so sweet
I just want to have a taste
Crawling through my skin the promises that you made
Beaten down by everything It's such a shame it's such a waste

Forgotten and beaten forsaken mistreated
I trusted you, believed in you
You killed it all
YOU KILLED IT ALL

But as we know it's not enough
So you put on a little mask
Pretending misleading abusing and using

And all want is clarity for your reasoning for this tragedy
There's nothing left it's over now
I've nothing left it's over now

Now in the end you made your choice
And it didn't have to be this way
You're all the same and I'm to blame
And all I wanted was for you to stay

Now I'm not perfect in any way
And I know that you know that's a fact
Because you would always drill it in my head
Years of torture over now
And it just feels so empty
Without you slowly killing me

As a matter of fact I'd do it again
Just for the rush and for the pain
Cause at this point I really want to die
But in the end you played the victim
To circumstances that you created
All because you refused to be alone

Now the only question I have for you
Is why'd you bother to stay so long
If all you wanted to do was cause me so much pain
Years so slowly going by
And your little lies grow with no surprise
Only to agonize over the lack of tries over time

You were no angel after all
You gave up after one big fall
And so enthralled with all the power you had
You made me squirm for past actions
Setting a chain reaction for your negative actions
You fucked yourself and now it's kinda sad

Open your eyes you're some kind of monster
Open your eyes you're all the same
Desensitized to this kind of feeling
You only have yourself to blame

I've had enough I'm drowning in pain
My stubborn conscience gave me a choice
I've already ignored all the warnings
I fell in love and ignored the voice

IT SAID

Open your eyes

OPEN YOUR EYES
YOU'RE BLINDED BY FALSE LIGHT