Lost & Found

I stood and wondered where you went
As I lit my cigarette, inhaled the smoke deep in my lungs
Deleted messages off my phone
And the pics of us I used to look at when I was alone
But tell me why'd it end this way
Why did it have to be
Another sad and twisted love song that I wound up singin'
I guess I wasn't good enough
You didn't give me all your love
Anymore

I found comfort in your arms
Looked at you as my north star
Needed you to hold me down
But you put my heart back in the lost and found
I saw light in my days
But its been gone since you walked away
I'm left with nothin' now
And my heart is once again
Back in the lost and found

Yeah, I ain't mean to cut you off
Just afraid to fall in love
Got my guards up giannis shit
If you lookin' for some love baby girl I ain't the one
It'll take a lot to get tied down again
PTSD from an ex see
I ain't mean to lead you on or get you hopeful
I just play this shit by ear
Swear to God my biggest fear
Is losing myself just so I don't lose you
Had a good thing goin'
I just thought it's too soon
To be thinkin' 'bout more than what we had, yeah
I used to pull up to your crib
Used to livin' in the moment
But my past got me messin' with my head yeah
Now you're stranded in the lost & found
Stuck, thinkin' imma be your way out
I was your mans when you lonely
But that ain't the case now
Ima ghost and I guess you found out, whoo

Days and weeks they pass me by
Thoughts of you now left in ice
Cold blooded, plot twist comin'
Lost in your lies
Not behind those green eyes
Cut from your ties and I still wonder why

I saw light in my days
But its been gone since you walked away
I'm left with nothin' now
And my heart is once again
Back in the lost and found