Coldest

I've been cold-hearted for a while look out
This, going through the motions
(Terry you killed this)
I ain't goin' to hide nothin'
That try to bring me down
When you go through stuff
You gotta learn
I've learnt from a lot of shit I used to be
I've gotten a lot better
I'ma keep going

Frostbite on my heart
'Cause my pain the coldest
Had no faith in my self
And I felt so hopeless
So many wrongs I had to right
To make things better

When you working on your own
You put yourself together
Demons creeping on a nigga
Trying to catch me lacking
Be smart and move quick
To defeat the tactic
Lost friends to gain a family
On some real life shit
We all just wanna be successful
And be real life rich

My dad wasn't there
To see me do this
Mom knew what would happen
If I knew this
She kept it quiet from my heart
So it won't break much more
To see your hero disappoint you
It hurts so much more

I gave my all to so many
Never thought for myself
If my pants were falling down
You let me walk with no belt
The company I kept
Wasn't good for my health
Don't ask to comeback
Your better stay by yourself

Make a sound when I speak
That get people aroused
I was always pretty good
At bringing people around
Turned a big group
In to a small circle as time moved on
If you switch behind my back
You won't be here long

Keep a stack in my wallet
My account got bigger
Just know mom when I make it
You'll be ten times richer
I was drawing on the wall
Now I see bigger pictures
Start to smile a lil more
When I see myself in the mirror

Play on bigger courts
I'm feeling Curry
Sometimes I wake up
And my vision seem blurry
I Sleep away my issues
So I don't get worried
But I'm a make it soon or later
Ain't no rush or hurry

Staying up all night
Just planning my moves
The fake love never last
Real shit coming soon
Don't smoke a lot of bud
But I bring smoke in the room
Niggas reaching to the sky
I'm tryna go to the moon

Frostbite on my heart
'Cause my pain the coldest
Had no faith in my self
And I felt so hopeless
So many wrongs I had to right
To make things better

When you working on your own
You put yourself together
Demons creeping on a nigga
Trying to catch me lacking
Be smart and move quick
To defeat the tactic
Lost friends to gain a family
On some real life shit
We all just wanna be successful
And be real life rich

Cold-hearted gettin' kinda warm nowadays
You know, one of the realest things I've said
Was lost friends and gain a family on some real life shit
You see, friends they come and go, you know
Family gon' stick around
They gon' be here
They gon' get me whatever last thing happenin' or goin' on mahn
For my friends, I'm gon'
For my family, I'll die behind you