A Letter To My Ghosts

This isn't about love
This isn't about giving up
This is a letter to all of my ghosts
To all of my demons
I'm facing one by one
I'm chasing those who hurt
And even though I've tried to end it all
This is just the beginning

Deep as the ocean
Tears drop like a waterfall
Solid as a rock but
Fragile as a crystal
I look around
There's no way out
It makes me feel like I'm about to fall down

I can't fall for you
You've torn these wounds
I won't fall for you

Sometimes I fall
It's just hard to stand all the time
We're not unbreakable
As it looks from the outside
I can't come out
There's no way out
It makes me feel like I'm about to fall down

I won't fall

I can't fall for you
You've torn these wounds
I won't fall for you

You don't know shattered a soul needs to be to want to disappear
If you could look into my soul, you'd be in tears
What once was rock solid, now feels like sand vanishing thru my fingers

I'm losing grip
I'm out of balance
Oscillating between wanting to fight and giving in

I can't fall for you
You've torn these wounds
I won't fall for you
You can't keep me down
I know my way out
I won't fall
Won't fall for you