How To Feel
I don't know how to feel
I ain't even want this baby but now she here
Bout to go crazy I'm fucked in the mind for real
Shit I'm trying for real
Send me a sign for real
Or I'm just blind for real
Wish I could make all the pain disappear like Copperfield
Wanna save everybody but I know I can't guess that's how doctors feel
I don't know how to feel
And that's how I feel
I don't know how to feel
And that's how I feel
Bro was showing too much love and that shit got him killed
That's why I keep my guard up now make that sure that I got my shield
My heart got on chills my heart got on chills
Might just wack a nigga shit why can't I the cops can kill
Boutta just get high for real
Boutta go pop some pills
Might go pop a seal
Get fucked up out my mind for real
I don't wanna do this other child like how my daddy did
Cuz if you ask me shit my daddy dead
I don't know if my daddy is
But I don't want her growing up thinking that her daddy weird
Like Why her daddy don't care
She ain't ask to be here
Holding back the tears
Guess just gotta fake it until that it's real
I don't know how to feel
I ain't even want this baby but now she here
Bout to go crazy I'm fucked in the mind for real
Shit I'm trying for real
Send me a sign for real
Or I'm just blind for real
Wish I could make all the pain dissappear like Copperfield
Wanna save everybody but I know I can't guess that's how doctors feel
I don't know how to feel
And that's how I feel
I don't know how to feel
And that's how I feel
When it rains its pouring down
A lot shit going down
Gotta another daughter now
A lil conflicted sorta proud
Maybe she just wanted another child
Or maybe she wanted to tie me down
It's fucked up I wanted to abort that child
I'm fucked up my thoughts be wild
I knew it was mines but still was hurt when I found it out
I ain't even been on social media like fuck that shit I signed me out
I'll be back tho once everything in order now
Corona still going around
Mask on hide the frowns
Remember When I was with one shordy and we fucked around and lost a child
Miscarried it get scary everything be goin wild
I wonder if she doin good now
Want me give a fuck but do it how
If my heart wasn't cold then you can bet is sure is now
I don't know how to feel
I ain't even want this baby but now she here
Bout to go crazy I'm fucked in the mind for real
Shit I'm tryin for real
Send me a sign for real
Or I'm just blind for real
Wish I could make all the pain dissappear like Copperfield
Wanna save everybody but I know I can't guess that's how doctors feel
I don't know how to feel
And that's how I feel
I don't know how to feel
And that's how I feel
I ain't even want this baby but now she here
Bout to go crazy I'm fucked in the mind for real
Shit I'm trying for real
Send me a sign for real
Or I'm just blind for real
Wish I could make all the pain disappear like Copperfield
Wanna save everybody but I know I can't guess that's how doctors feel
I don't know how to feel
And that's how I feel
I don't know how to feel
And that's how I feel
Bro was showing too much love and that shit got him killed
That's why I keep my guard up now make that sure that I got my shield
My heart got on chills my heart got on chills
Might just wack a nigga shit why can't I the cops can kill
Boutta just get high for real
Boutta go pop some pills
Might go pop a seal
Get fucked up out my mind for real
I don't wanna do this other child like how my daddy did
Cuz if you ask me shit my daddy dead
I don't know if my daddy is
But I don't want her growing up thinking that her daddy weird
Like Why her daddy don't care
She ain't ask to be here
Holding back the tears
Guess just gotta fake it until that it's real
I don't know how to feel
I ain't even want this baby but now she here
Bout to go crazy I'm fucked in the mind for real
Shit I'm trying for real
Send me a sign for real
Or I'm just blind for real
Wish I could make all the pain dissappear like Copperfield
Wanna save everybody but I know I can't guess that's how doctors feel
I don't know how to feel
And that's how I feel
I don't know how to feel
And that's how I feel
When it rains its pouring down
A lot shit going down
Gotta another daughter now
A lil conflicted sorta proud
Maybe she just wanted another child
Or maybe she wanted to tie me down
It's fucked up I wanted to abort that child
I'm fucked up my thoughts be wild
I knew it was mines but still was hurt when I found it out
I ain't even been on social media like fuck that shit I signed me out
I'll be back tho once everything in order now
Corona still going around
Mask on hide the frowns
Remember When I was with one shordy and we fucked around and lost a child
Miscarried it get scary everything be goin wild
I wonder if she doin good now
Want me give a fuck but do it how
If my heart wasn't cold then you can bet is sure is now
I don't know how to feel
I ain't even want this baby but now she here
Bout to go crazy I'm fucked in the mind for real
Shit I'm tryin for real
Send me a sign for real
Or I'm just blind for real
Wish I could make all the pain dissappear like Copperfield
Wanna save everybody but I know I can't guess that's how doctors feel
I don't know how to feel
And that's how I feel
I don't know how to feel
And that's how I feel
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Writer(s): Dontay Simms
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