Parties

I don't really hate myself
Until I'm with everyone else
And I still feel out of place
Its half past twelve on tuesday morning
Taking shots on meds despite the warning

Well maybe I'm a masochist
Who gets off on the emptiness I know oh
I don't think I'm an optimist
Just trying for a one last kiss before I go oh

I go to parties when I'm lonely
When I can't read the news
Feel black and blue I go to parties
Shouldn't be out but can't control me
I go to parties I go to parties when I feel lonely

Whiskey straight from a plastic cup
It's after two I might throw up
But I still don't want to go
To an empty bed down the street
With memories of you and me
That I can't let go

Well maybe I'm a masochist
Who gets off on the emptiness
I know oh I don't think I'm an optimist
Just trying for a one last kiss before I go oh

I go to parties when I'm lonely
When I can't read the news
feel black and blue I go to parties
Shouldn't be out but can't control me
I go to parties I go to parties when I feel lonely

Ooooooooooooh oh
I go to parties when I'm lonely
When I can't read the news, feel black and blue, I go to parties
Shouldn't be out but can't control me
I go to parties I go to parties to feel lonely
I go to parties I go to parties to feel



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Writer(s): Matteo Scher
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