Shining Bright

I lie to myself
Sit in my room and I cry by myself
I'm just crying for help
I'm steady thinking to heaven and hell
I'm just sick and tired of being scared of looking in the mirror
If you take a deeper look inside my eyes
Than you can see I'm blind From all the tears
Facing my fears so many years
I was holding on to the wrong things wrong games I played I'm hopeless
I could never look back it's not about where I came from
It's been about where I'm going days it was snowing
Running away from the pain of my past with the weed I was blowing
Really I'm going
Crazy because how could I think about letting go
When there were so many days I was down
Nobody listening but I was spitting
Regardless if ain't nobody was around
I would've never been rapping
I would've been losing my life to the thought of it uh
I'm fighting demons inside of my head
But I guess you could say that I'm proud of it uh
This for people that just wanna die

Love myself the person that's inside
I've been chasing all of my desires
Diamonds on my neck I fantasize
Cost of clothes the hoes I wanna buy
Homie down cause I just wanna fly
When you down just look up to the sky
On the 25th of the July
When a star was born I wanna shine

Cause I was born a star and I know
You a star just like me we gon' shine we gon' glow
Through the darkness and hard times you're not on your own
I'll be right by your side shining bright when you don't
Cause I was born a star and I know
You a star just like me we gon' shine we gon' glow
Through the darkness and hard times you're not on your own
I'll be right by your side shining bright when you don't

Drown in my sorrows
If I take another shot than I will probably not be here tomorrow
Don't wanna borrow my happiness from all the liquor I'm drinking
I'm thinking of love sinking above
Really I'm missing the way that it was
I wanna end all the misery
Holding that gun to my head loaded up with a slug
I need a hug I ain't never had nothing but
Ever since I had rap
I finally got someone to understand me cause I did not have that
All of my life I'm trying to make it for people that
Come from my city don't know why they never supported me
Feeling like I got a price on my head
With the hits I be making they never afforded me

Love myself the person that's inside
I've been chasing all of my desires
Diamonds on my neck I fantasize
Cost of clothes the hoes I wanna buy
Homie down cause I just wanna fly
When you down just look up to the sky
On the 25th of the July
When a star was born I wanna shine

Cause I was born a star and I know
You a star just like me we gon' shine we gon' glow
Through the darkness and hard times you're not on your own
I'll be right by your side shining bright when you don't



Credits
Writer(s): Dillon Tiao
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