Panic Attacks

I've been walking around stressed
Always somewhat depressed
I've been sitting with my fear
Barely holding back the tears

Followed around by anxiety
There's a shadow over me
And I can't breathe

So I just lay back
Let go, relax
I take a breath to let you out

Cause I know it's been
Years since we were friends
And we're both strangers now

I hate to say it
But I wish we never happened
In the day, I remember the bad
In my dreams, the good you's back

I hate to say it
But I wish that we could go back
Erase everything we had
Cause in the end, you gave me panic attacks

And all I have to remember you
Are my panic attacks

Didn't know what it meant
It came just like a reflex
My heart was racing way too fast
I felt the fire in my chest

As I get older, it's getting worse
Got more trauma to fan the hurt
But for what it's worth

I just lay back
Let go, relax
I take a breath to let me know

It's been years since
I called you my friend
I'm overdue to let you go

I hate to say it
But I wish we never happened
In the day, I remember the bad
In my dreams, the good you's back

I hate to say it
But I wish that we could go back
Erase everything we had
Cause in the end, you gave me panic attacks

And all I have to remember you
Are my panic attacks

Cause you were my worst habit
Didn't know where to turn
Didn't know that I'd hurt

When the fire, it started
Didn't know I'd get burned
Didn't know how it hurt

I hate to say it
But I wish we never happened
In the day, I remember the bad
In my dreams, the good you's back

I hate to say it
But I wish that we could go back
Erase everything we had
Cause in the end, you gave me panic attacks

And all I have to remember you
Are my panic attacks