Don't Hang Up

Baby my mind wey e booze
I try to be cool
But you know say these chicks de3 they make we be fools
I slave to be true
I stay with you boo
But this one time
Shit I strayed into Juu
The way she feed me e comot my Rawlings Chain
So I chop the thing saa till the morning came
Wet patches in batches and calling names
Till my shit went flaccid from pouring rain
But no shake baby, it was a one time affair
I know it's unfair revealing thoughts in my head
I felt so ashamed didn't want you to hear
Can't tell you the number of times I've fought with myself
I beg force give this rough child
Make we rule the world like the Rothschild
Make we go on to marry and born chaw
Make you no lef make you no make I mourn child

It's a rainy day
You say baby wait
I'm in the rain
Mind in disarray
I might run away
I'm on a lane
Heartbeat in a Race
Miss your warm embrace
So sometimes I medicate
No luck as I meditate
Kush so loud
I just did a roll so I might elevate
Feel so high and the shit dope that I might levitate
Yeah we fight like everyday
But we smile like everyday
I don't really understand what anybody gotta say
What they gotta say tho
Out here talking to you on the payphone
If you fuckin' with me then just say so
They see we on the TV like some cables

Baby times have been hard
And I know you want me to be soft
But right now I need a Lara Croft
With no drama
I'm done with all the theatricals
Right now
The boy mathematical
Across the globe
Stories to be told
As they unfold
I hope we grown old
Cuzz you was there when I needed you
So you know say I'll be there for you
There for you
I'll be there for you
Baby no matter the weather
I'll be there for you
There for you
I'll be there for you
Baby
I'll be there for you

And It's success in trying to defeat you
Is how much is manages to bring you into the state of personhood
Because when you become a person you are attackable
When you stay as the self which is what you are invited to discover
You're unconquerable
But when you stay as the person
The person has so many idiosyncrasies
And fears, attachments judgements, insecurities
And feel very vulnerable
And that is what get attacked you see
Who is this vulnerability?
You will come to see that the vulnerable one is our imagined self
Is the imagined self
It means that we are living in an idea about who we are
Which is not really true
And now you are invited I say by grace
Some help some some help from life
Which is the true life
Is guiding you, calling you, inviting you
"Come look, come look here, look from here, look from here"
And something is going, "Nooo don't look at tha, don't look at that"
And the one who is telling you don't look at that
It feels you know it very well
But he holds you back
He will keep you a prisoner
When someone begins to recognise wait I feel imprisoned but my own inner voice
And I say it's not your true voice
It's a voice in your head, but it's not your true voice
You have to find a voice in your heart