Anxiety

Don't go to sleep
Don't go, baby, don't go
Don't go to sleep
Don't go, baby, don't go (Tobi, play me somethin')

You don't understand, you don't understand, you don't understand
I wanna be the man, wanna be the man, wanna be the man
But nothin' goes as planned, damn, nothin' goes as planned
We either lose the race, or get stuck up in the pen'
Stayin' ten toes down, always on my grind so fam could eat
No more foolin' 'round, now I take my time, I barely sleep
Fuck rumors, ain't no pullin' cards, I was never a Blackjack
With a royal flush, I'll make you backtrack, only say what you mean
But niggas be jelly, when I want confetti, I get no applause
I'm in a maze with frauds, when I'm in a jam, they put me on pause
Losin' control of my thoughts, damn, a youngin feel lost
Plus anxiety attacks, I wanna unpack, I feel the exhaust
Yeah, 'X' marks the spot, I'm a question mark, I'm a broken heart
Remedies for the penalties
From the enemies I thought was bros from the start
Yeah, I need that, some heart-to-heart, real feedback
I used to protect many niggas
While they threw bricks where my knees at, damn
Nah, we ain't homies at all
Matter of fact, niggas don't know me at all
I tried to build with some niggas and spread every figure
Y'all rather me fall
But y'all rather me fall
Damn, why y'all rather me fall?
It's crazy how who you help make it out don't wanna see you stand tall

Sorry, this how I'm feelin' in the nighttime
Like everyone disappearin' in the nighttime
Starin' at the sky, I'm doin' bad on the sideline
So lost, can you throw me the guideline?
Sorry, this how I'm feelin' in the nighttime
Like everyone disappearin' in the nighttime
Starin' at the sky, I'm doin' bad on the sideline
So lost, can you throw me the guideline?

Keep your eyes on me
Keep your eyes on me (Anxiety, anxiety)
(Love) I hear 'em callin' out
(Lust) I hear 'em callin' out
(Failure) I hear 'em callin' out
(Othello on the beat)

All fears' present, I hear 'em callin' out
Until I see my fam pleasant, I ain't walkin' out
Much is given, much expected, never loggin' out
Even with anxiety, I'm tryna make 'em all proud
All fears' present, I hear 'em callin' out
Until I see my fam pleasant, I ain't walkin' out
Much is given, much expected, never loggin' out
Even with anxiety, I'm tryna make 'em all proud

Can't help but reflect, I see my past at night
Scared of losin' and seein' so many candlelights
Niggas say, "One day, you gotta surpass the fright"
I lost my appetite to be my family satellite, crazy
Some ain't even satisfied
Sometimes I stray away, the pain hurt too much to say
The game ain't always fun to play, just learned that the other day
It's too much to weigh, but for some, ain't no other way
Only time I get techs are from the referees
When's the last I got a call? No one checks on me
People selfish with the paper, no checks for me
Too quick to throw some hate around, listen, help is free
But who gon' be around when my chest hurt?
Or when negativity is givin' me they best work?
Shit, these pills ain't givin' me they best work
Let me wash 'em all down, see which one'll hit first

All fears' present, I hear 'em callin' out
Until I see my fam pleasant, I ain't walkin' out
Much is given, much expected, never loggin' out
Even with anxiety, I'm tryna make 'em all proud
All fears' present, I hear 'em callin' out
Until I see my fam pleasant, I ain't walkin' out
Much is given, much expected, never loggin' out
Even with anxiety, I'm tryna make 'em all proud

Keep your eyes on me
Keep your eyes on me (Anxiety, anxiety)
(Love) I hear 'em callin' out
(Lust) I hear 'em callin' out
(Failure) I hear 'em callin' out