Heavy Guilt

Been doing better lately, no thanks you
So keep my name off of your tongue
I wanna find a reason to trust again
While I'm still young

Can I trust you
And open up again
This just proves
I'm broke but on the mend

I wanna be more than I've been lately
How long will I need these pills that sedate me

Last year the only thing I felt
Was the steady pressure and the heavy guilt
Saw the asteroids from your debris belt
headed toward me and my access tilt

Been doing better lately, no thanks you
So keep my name off of your tongue
I wanna find a reason to trust again
While I'm still young

I can't sleep
As I think over the year
I'm standing
But sink lower when fear sets in
And I beat myself up
For failing
All of the people
Who ended up bailing

This year I have to pretend
So I don't upset you
And you'll use your pen to sign off on
And own up to last year
And the erase all ten

I'm sick of feeling in
The holes you dug
Been standing steadier
But would I without these drugs

I think on it way too much
Like why did I need a crutch

Been doing better lately, no thanks you
So keep my name off of your tongue
I wanna find a reason to trust again
While I'm still young

Can I trust you and open up again
(Keep my name off your tongue)
I can't sleep as I think over the year
(Keep my name off your tongue)
Can I trust you and open up again
(Keep my name off your tongue)
I can't sleep as I think over the year



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Writer(s): Storm Shaw
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