The Rabbit Trail

Let me start this off, I'm nice but I ain't soft
If you don't shut the fuck up, then I'll have to bust your jaw
On this road ain't easy, I would know believe me
Not trynna be greedy, don't care how y'all see me

I careless about your two cents, I've always been a nuisance
I've always been so ruthless, I'll show you how I do this
I just be thinking the truth, then I bring it straight to the booth
Spit about what I went through, feels like what I gotta do

I gotta show you the rabbit trail
A bunch of stories I gotta tell
With my life it's a living hell
With all events I still prevailed
I'm Superman, Imma soldier boy
With all bridges, I will destroy
With dull vision, trynna fill this void
With my past I will exploit

5 years old went to grandma's, cause my parents couldn't take care of me
Got one sister and two brothers
and a lot more that can't stand me
Foster care switching families
With this path there's no plan B
I don't make it then fuck it
But never see me kick the bucket

12 years old was adopted
My momma couldn't stop it
I'll tell you what my pops did
Kept his hands in his pockets

What dad wouldn't help his son
I don't know but I been done
Stepped up became my own dad
It was only me and my notepad
I was in a mental prison
I ran away that was my decision
With my own life I would be living
Could of gave up but I had precision

Had to get out of that nut house
And try to see what I'm about
Trynna reach my full potential
First lose my past cause that's essential

Yeah, I'm all alone
No coat to wear when it gets cold
Some came and walked, but they all left
But I'm okay, I'm not depressed
I gone this far, I know I'll make it
Imma Prophet that's Forsaken
All in when I'm dream chasing
I got me, I will make it

Zachary
What a tragedy
It ain't happening
The will of fighting
Is really lacking
You had my back and
Made sure I was good
Did all that I could

Didn't mean to let you down
Not trynna have pity now
Thinking of you just gets me down
You had flaws but I'm really proud
Both of us had family issues
When we cried we had no tissues
Want you to know I'm here with you
Want you to know I still miss you
And that goes for you mom
You had the shoulders to lean on
I'm trynna carry that legacy
I'm the person you were meant to be
Talking about you gets to me
I know it's you that's blessing me
Trynna live out my destiny
I know that you would love Melanie

I'm so sorry Luna
What had happened to ya
Just know if I go back
I'd sit with you while the moment last
And baby girl
I guarantee you, you'll see the world
You give me strength not to fail
Just got to get to end of this rabbit trail