I'M So Chess

It's so funny
When I worked, I always left a bad impression of myself on the rest
They made me silent
But expect my heart on my chest to use it as target practice
What happened to my smile, take a guess
It took for me to leave
For you to finally see my peace of mind is in debt
So I stopped checking for my safety but in turn, made me wreck
Cleaning up tears for the second third and fourth time
Is it worth it after all
I'm doing press runs from the mirror to shower
Pacing it out having longevity talks
This way too difficult I'm tired, I'm weak and I'm hurting
When I worked everyone around me left me
I'm empty alone
But I can't be the average story of the slave
That got the strength to break the shackles
But mind got wiped like clean slate
So imma dust the dirt of my shoulders to make room for the chip
Move with a new set BSMNTROOM gon' make the news wanna check
Everybody waiting for the G.O.A.T
Why you think I ain't up yet
Yeah
All these paigons are looking upset
16 hours days in the basement moving on low rest (yeah)
Telescoping nightly for more checks
Stalking from the flops to the fame
They checkers I'm so chess (uh)
Now they wanna piece of the progress
Used to be the comic, the butt the joke
They wanting to know what I got in store
Now they treating me like beacon of hope
Comic turned to comic book move like Clark Kent
All because I stayed true to myself
They wanted a resume
But I ain't had it so I had to think up the wealth (yeah)
I feel like Big Sean, I'm in overtime
I know it's mine
You can't erase the play it's written in permanent
I'm earning it while learning every detail it's confirmed again
Every single time I'm hurt again
Cuz I keep bouncing back even harder like gravity broken
I already spoke it now I'll wait for ya'll to call me the chosen
Cuz time is ticking
Optimist get the bag frustrating opposition
Wish ya'll would listen now I'm catching flights recall the distance
You feel the void yet
Oh, you hardly missing
Let's run a campaign
To make sure my face in every corner of your vision
I'm moving petty cuz they deserve it
All they did was hurt me and put me down
Make me think I'm worthless
But I reversed the spell the casted
When that happened
It made me come to terms with the fact that they wasn't witches
They just paigons with dunce hats
That wish they could go back
No certifications on sonics, doctor who
Move yo' wishin' self back
Realistically speaking
I spent 4 years working while you sat and waiting
Grieving your dreams opportunity that passed ripped it apart
By your lack of belief in self
So you wanna go and bring mine to the grave
But mine is scared of the dark
Mine is fenty it's used to shining bright
Diamonds in the bezel of BSMNTROOM chain with shinin' lights
Zeye know the price we won't it if it's not feelin' right
Movin' side to side while we forward until the time is right
I know that it's coming, I know that it's there
Watch me blossom to the top
Cuz I planted the seeds and took it stare after stare
Cuz they was tryna put the pressure on the kid like a divorce
There's no remorse around here
Cuz they was cold around here
Summer was snowing 'round here
Scissors was cutting 'round here
There's no more circle 'round here
They ain't no huddles in the battlefield
Therefore single file how we movin' up
Losing time when i'm cool wit 'em
Probably why I can do whatever they can
Versatility my birth given name
And I wont stop 'til I can really see the top of the game
Yeah