Endless Pain (feat. Vou$)

All Im feeling is pain
All I'm feeling is pain pain pain

All I'm feeling is pain

A fathers sins can turn a boy into a giant
How you supposed to hear the settle cries through the silence

You can't skip a chapter every detail is important
It always falls apart from the seems when you force it

I was a boy at sixteen loosing the man that made a man of me
I was the Apple that fell further than the family tree

A mother's lack of love and discipline
It can be damaging
I always kept my head above the water I was managing

My grandfather taught me patience and my principles
You never take the sucker route especially when it's critical

Let them bite the hand that always feed em I know better now
It's a cold world I'm well adjusted to the weather now

If nothing else my cousins G taught me these niggaz foul
If he took them suckers out his mix then he'd be living now

Blood and jealousy should never mix I think I get it now
Love niggaz from a far I stood tall and took the bigger route

All these memories that I keep on my brain
Dealing with trauma I hope I don't go insane
Weather the storm and I just grew from the rain
I survived but I've been living wit pain

Revolving door love was in and out of it
You knew the immature versions of me through all the childish shit

I lost ya heart then ya body and ya soul to
You let another nigga play my role I was your go to

We let communication fall apart because we chose to
My pride and emotions tried to judge and expose you
I was lost in that shit

We made a bed and it was hard to lay in it
We took a happy home and made it hard for us to stay in it

I'm looking at you different I felt guilty how ironic
You wasn't the bigger person you just did your dirt in silence

Maybe that pedestal I had you on was to much pressure
In my mind space we took was benefiting for the better

I ain't surprised just the same shit different toilet
Losses is expected that's what happens when you force it

It was that type of love that you could never picture loosing
The type of love you loose from neglecting and abusing
Damn

All these memories that I keep on my brain
Dealing with trauma I hope I don't go insane
Weather the storm and I just grew from the rain
I survived but I've been living wit pain

All these memories that I keep on my brain
Dealing with trauma I hope I don't go insane
Weather the storm and I just grew from the rain
I survived but I've been living wit pain