Hillside

Some friends, they come they go
Some days just want to lay low
How come still walking this slow?
Look to the past, feel that confidence flow
I'm living all this growth
I feel so ominous though
Nights seem blurred, gonna call it Van Gogh
When the colors all run and the olive branch broke

Look at him now, he don't even know, no
Bein' so loud, feelin' so proud, feelin' so low now
If I don't feel it now, I'm gonna feel it when I'm older (Yeah)
Feelin' like everyday is slow, feelin' like everything is

Past tense, pace was different, outlast them
Praise the instant; don't cash in
Every day on my ass, better add some action
Fruits don't come from your passions
Thе truth don't live in no mansions
Euphemisms don't mask shit
Still you pretеnd to know half of it
It's no accident, that all this shit come crashin' in
You know it's not just happenin' to you
So you'll grow after this
It's crude, goes through no packagin'
You just gotta break shit down
Or you will never make it out
Thinkin' all the wasted hours
You can never change them now
(Yeah, yeah)

Ain't no way to reign entropy
Flip pages back, it's our history
Just got to find a reason to be kind, believe it
Nevermind the pieces, take this from me
I was stuck on misery and private, public blistering
No time for love and listening
To other people visibly
So what? (Yeah)
Yeah, had to change my mind a bit
It's a nine to five to shift
Thoughts that fight for the right to exist
All my life in a lie for the id
All my pride getting tied to this shit
I didn't like that I like to pretend
Endless cycles, it's time to forget (Yeah)

Some friends, they come they go
Some days just want to lay low
How come still walking this slow?
Look to the past, feel that confidence flow
I'm living all this growth
I feel so ominous though
Nights seem blurred, gonna call it Van Gogh
When the colors all run and the olive branch broke

Look at him now, he don't even know, no
Bein' so loud, feelin' so proud, feelin' so low now
If I don't feel it now, I'm gonna feel it when I'm older (Yeah)
Feelin' like everyday is slow, feelin' like everything is

Past tense, slight mishaps turn to accidents
Exaggerate all my oversights through hindsight
Mask embarrassment, how arrogant
No foresight, where my glasses been?
My vocab: buts, ifs, ampersands
No insight, like a camping trip
See, one hundred and ten percent
Of all the time I have I spend counting the sand that's at my feet
I hope I look up at least once before it's passed my teeth
Go through each day, slow and awake, and then I'm fast asleep
Hoping to change the older days, surpassing past defeats (R-A-V)

Some friends, they come they go
Some friends, fuck up but grow
But it ain't my job to hold their hand
They better trust their own
Thinking about the ways I have enabled (Word)
Others flaws to fit a shared jigsaw
Puzzle on the table made of compromises
Time to optimize this flow
And reduce apologizing 'cause my bottom line's my own
If you've got my back, then my steps forward shouldn't ever hurt ya
I'll leave it up to you to catch up, or deal with your inertia

Some friends, they come they go
Some days just want to lay low
How come still walking this slow?
Look to the past, feel that confidence flow
I'm living all this growth
I feel so ominous though
Nights seem blurred, gonna call it Van Gogh
When the colors all run and the olive branch broke

Look at him now, he don't even know, no
Bein' so loud, feelin' so proud, feelin' so low now
If I don't feel it now, I'm gonna feel it when I'm older (Yeah)
Feelin' like everyday is slow, feelin' like everything is

Strange and vague
No! Let's stay like this forever!