Overthinking/Doubts

Yo
I be running deep
Drowning in my thoughts
Tryna feel my soul
I be so lost
And I'm chasing dreams
At a high cost
Losing loved ones
And my will to talk
What if one day I just lost it all
Would you blame me
Was it my fault
Am I the reason why you don't wanna love
But I'll still be here
No I ain't giving up
I hate giving up
Can't we make it last

Is it true that you want me in yo past
Who gone pick you up when you down bad
Cause if it ain't me
I'm on yo ass man
But I ain't a trip
And I hate to trip
I gotta watch the words running from my lip
I know sometimes I get a good grip on that bullshit
But no I can't slip

I be doing me
I be choosing me
But then I look at you and now I'm choosing you
But I'm scared of love
No I'm scared to love cause you ain't never did it and neither have I
We gone say fuck it give that shit a try
I can see the lies looking in my eyes
Then you say you love me and I ask why
Ion understand why

I don't understand why
I be overthinking
Them thoughts be running through my mind but
Why my heart keep sinking
I don't understand why
I be overthinking
Them thoughts be running through my mind but
Why my heart keep sinking

Mind raged feeling laced up
I been down hanging round tryna stay up
Man I be tryna see what that real love be talking bout
Gotta keep grinding till the fill me out
Yuh
Gotta make it good if I play it safe
I might fuck around
Miss out on the game
Know I got that shit
I be rocking shit
No questions bout it I know I'm that bitch
I'm just tryna figure what I gotta do to make it
I ain't playing games fuck around I ain't gotta fake it

Lotta shit be on my mind
I could talk bout love
I could talk bout grinding right plan and person wrong time
I'm just looking still searching
Man this shit ain't working
I'm praying to God and I'm still feeling lonely
Yes I crave yo love but I'm feeling so hopeless
Before you hear me you would never know it
I rap too fast and it's mind blowing that y'all hear me now
but they ain't wanna hear shit
When the mic ain't on
And maybe that's why I hopped on a song
Maybe that's why I'm still going strong
Like no cap I be breaking down
These the real facts that they left out

Yo this pain shit really take you out
But I'm still in this and I ain't faking out yea
Cause that love shit go hard
With no book return can't figure out why the pages burned but
I just wanna know if you gone be the one
Like you say you will and you think you will
But I don't really know gotta feel you for real
Just don't let me down
Yuh

I don't understand why
I be overthinking
Them thoughts be running through my mind but
Why my heart keep sinking
I don't understand why
I be overthinking
Them thoughts be running through my mind but
Why my heart keep sinking

Mind raged feeling laced up
I been down hanging round tryna stay up
Man I be tryna see what that real love be talking bout
Gotta keep grinding till the fill me out



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Writer(s): Aniyah Ramey
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