Find Me

I always thought that I knew the path set before me
But now I am lost in the ocean
I never knew that my path could be ending
The waves, they keep rockin' in motion
Why can't my eyes see through this darkness
Sometimes it feels like it's better to give in
If I stay afloat, I'm a human that's heartless
If I sink below, at least I no longer have to swim
These thoughts are at the front of my consciousness
It's like I am always on the edge of this precipice
My dreams are changing; that makes me feel more lost
If I go after something else, what will that path cost
I don't want to be wrung with this disappointment
I hate the rejection; I hate that appointment
Why can't my life be like others that pass by
This life makes me think that it doesn't matter if I die
Sometimes I wish that somebody could find me
There's something deep inside that wishes I could be happy

Are you out there, God? Because people have said that
I need to know; if you hear me, where you at
If you care so much about your children in this world
Then why are we hurting? Why are we disturbed
Those who believe in you; they seem to have hope
I don't understand; it's like I've fallen off a steep slope
If you're really there, please help me feel something
I want to believe, but I'm afraid that's a dumb thing
How can I have faith when my vision is blurry
Most of my days are ridden with worry
So here I stand on the edge of life and death
I need to be found cuz right now, I'm upset
People talk about faith like it's the greatest thing ever
It brings them peace even when it's bad weather
But bad weather's all I have; there's not even a rainbow
I can't see through the pouring rain; it doesn't even slow
Failure has shown me nothing I do works out
I just wanna scream; I just wanna shout
Life is weighing on my chest; I hate myself
I can't give people what they want so it breaks my shelf
I can't hold back the tears cuz the sorrow's too deep
All I want is an endless sleep
I'm at the end of my rope; I can't go on
I have nothing left but this broken song
Would you call this a prayer or would you call this a dream
Is there even a difference? Can you do a live stream
I'm pouring out my soul cuz I don't know what to do
I need you to find me cuz I need something new

I always thought that I knew the path set before me
(I need you to find me)
But now I am lost in the ocean
(I need you to find me)
I never knew that my path could be ending
(I need you to find me)
The waves, they keep rockin' in motion
(I need you to find me)
Why can't my life be like others that pass by
(I need you to find me)
This life makes me think that it doesn't matter if I die
(I need you to find me)
Sometimes I wish that somebody could find me
(I need you to find me)
There's something deep inside that wishes I could be happy
(I need you to find me)
I always thought that I knew the path set before me
But now I am lost in the ocean



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Writer(s): Zachary Hastings
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