Inner Demons

Old news, same face
Self hate, same boat, hm
New thoughts, ejected
New fears teaming up and coming at me
Thats fine let em ride in the backseat
No control, bad habits they know
Think I'm lying, that it's all for show
Really love when I can test my limits
Surprise myself readjust I'm game I'm with it, I'm with it, ay, yea
Are you really back? Of course
Thats what you said last time till
Self doubt put you back in a hole put you back outta form gotta get it like, get it like
Give me your word irrelevant, just stick around for the benefits
Imma hash out problems lying on the bed now rapping to the mic till I pass out
Come on step up and claim defeat
Imma be dancing around the beat
Really wanna trace then catch a fee
That don't affect or bother me
I studied the lies your talking is turning my sedative mind
I know that I'm right little piece of advice
You're making the wrong turn twice
Pointing a finger with nobody else in the ride
Just you yourself and your pride
Tough love, hurts right
I picture the past like
A photo book wondering when Imma live in the moment, hold up
Showing too many emotions now
Woah that I don't know how to cope with now
Recenter, I gotta refocus now
Woah happens too often now
I've been digging in the dark part of my mind just to be able to write this
But I guess its better than just locking, turning away
Tossing the keys, neglecting the pain
To be honest though it all feels the same
Too quick with it
Coming up man I'd kill for this
Flow shape shifts
Too much going on it doesn't make sense
Then I get overwhelmed and I don't know where to begin
So I dig a little bit deeper, try to get a better reading
Try to stand tall but I fall victim
Like I know that I know that I got
Both of my hands on the wheel but I'm not
Fully in charge or the one steering it's clear and I'm fully aware
Lately the music been speaking to me this is more than a dream
Only believe when you see it
I guess I'm just fighting my own inner demons



Credits
Writer(s): Sebastien Akl
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