goodbye

I don't miss you
I miss the way you used to make me feel
I definitely wasn't in love and I'm sure you weren't either
We were just passing time
And we outgrew each other and that's okay
I don't know, I just wish I could fit everything I need to say to you into this song but it would never end
It's not like you'll ever listen to it anyway

I know you'll never hear this song
I just need to get it out of my system one last time
My heart still hurts but it's been so long
And I need closure so this is my last goodbye
I've seen the way that you look at her and I remember when you looked at me like that
But the seasons changed and so did we
And it hurts to know you're never coming back

We made it work the past two years but they're gone and it's a shame
But it's clear you've moved on so why can't I do the same?
I looked through our old pictures today
And it still makes my chest hurt
The people in those Polaroids are ghosts and they haunt me like your last words
The last thing that you said to me is all that I hear in my dreams
I see your face when I close my eyes even after all this time
I just wish you told me why
What I did to make you cry
I never meant to make you cry

I guess this is it
I don't even know why I bother at this point
I know you'll never hear this or anything else I write
But I can't call you and I needed to get this out somehow
This is the last song I write about you